Music

Selected Works

AI-generated works shared as a creative journal. These pieces are not offered for commercial distribution.

• Quid Pro Quo

  Transactional distrust. Interrogating hidden costs behind offers, deals, and alliances.

• My Tongue

  Identity conflict and voice reclamation. Wanting to speak from origin while addicted to performance.

• 1950s America

  A panoramic audit of the 1950s mythos. Nostalgia invoked, then stress-tested.

• iSuck

  Self-sabotage as performance critique. Art versus algorithm, winning feels empty but still counts.

• Midwife My Life

  Growth as emergence, not rescue. Vulnerability meets irony when self-help promises meet lived experience.

• A Little Story

  Creative urgency meets visibility anxiety. Surreal dreams dissolve into the question: how will they hear me?

• Hard Core Shit

  Masculinity-as-noise. Bravado stacked until it collapses under its own absurdity.

• AT&T

  Corporate captivity as Stockholm syndrome. Automated phone trees, hold music, and the absurdity of modern customer service.

• Heart's Gone Crazy

  Acute anxiety as phonetic slippage. Panic narrated with wit, ending in bodily grounding.

• Pride Suicide

  Ego collapse staged as bravado. Pride becomes armor and noose; clout fails under scarcity.

• Blame Dad

  Intergenerational wound processing. Blame as shorthand for origin pain; regulation at the seeds.

• Cutting Mother

  Severance as initiation. Separation from inherited identity through rupture and self-reinvention.

• Poet, Lover, Fool

  Integration arc. Reframing creation as presence, intimacy, and risk over optimization.

• Dating

  Exploratory vulnerability. Dating as liminal practice—skill-building versus soul-mate fantasy.

• Poly Jesus

  Manic overflow resolving into moral longing—hunger for distributed forgiveness.

• Rip Current

  Momentum without control—attraction plus ego pulling someone away from safety.

• Hangin' with Myself

  Self-attachment as stability—solitude as chosen companionship rather than lack.

• Forces Inside Me

  Multiplicity without a controller—identity as forces arising and dissolving moment-to-moment.

• Money

  Anxiety loop named out loud—money as nervous system regulator, self-talk spirals, and finding grounding through persistence.

• Nature of Man

  Playful inquiry into human capability versus impulse—divine plans alongside canned spam.

• Please Save Me

  Cognitive overload seeking rescue—90s boom-bap aesthetic narrating sensory saturation and dissociation.

• Undigested Mind Stuff

  Creative intervention framed as surgical intimacy—bypassing intellect to access imagination and feeling.

• Promise of Control

  Early conditioning as quiet capture—tracing how comfort is traded for systems that hollow trust and presence.

• Viola

  Small domestic ritual as intimacy—presence-through-absence, care expressed indirectly, magic left behind.

• Bought and Sold

  Moral compression under economic gravity—questioning whether hardness or bravado is a response to being commodified.

• Serious or Jest

  Vitality versus mortality framed as play—learning through motion rather than control.

• Heart String

  Voluntary vulnerability—love as a tensile line, going all in not to win but to begin.

• Omissions by Decision

  Future-orientation as selective blindness—what's excluded to feel okay.

• Spill Your Guts

  Confrontational awakening—a call to vulnerability over self-pity.

• Biography

  A life in verses—birth, growth, travel, fatherhood, loss, and the ongoing search for meaning.

• Fixin' to Mix In

  Identity tension between assimilation and authenticity—blending in as survival versus exposure.

• Cree Tent

  Grief filtered through disorientation—seeking communal holding when private coping fails.

• Can't Admit I Need Saving

  Self-awareness stalled by pride and momentum—cosmic perspective compressed into hustle and burnout.

Playlists

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