Jacob Griscom
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2017-09-14

iSuck

Self-sabotage as performance critique. Art versus algorithm, winning feels empty but still counts.

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iSuck

Self-sabotage as performance critique. Art versus algorithm, winning feels empty but still counts.

33 tracks

0:002:10

Original Recording on Instagram

Lyrics

Intro (Spoken)
Yo.
I suck.

Verse 1 (Talk-sung)
Yo, I suck—I mean I can't do this,
This whole thing. This whole rap game.
This whole Instafame, Insta-fucking strain on the brain.
Let's get depressed—self-pity, self-absorption, self-importance.
Let's take a selfie. It's healthy, could make you wealthy—makes sense.

Pre-Hook
But be stealthy—not dense.
Cover that shit up and swing for the fence.

Hook (Chant)
Do it for the music.
Do it for the art.
Don't start.
Can't stop.
Groove this.

Verse 2 (Talk-sung)
There's no doubt—we got some money on the table.
So unstable and unable,
Swallow fable, enabled the mislabel.
Spin the dreidel, you lucky son of a gun—you won!
Metrics ringing louder than the song.

Bridge (Spoken, drop beat)
Tell yourself it's pure.
Tell yourself it's true.
Tell yourself the numbers don't look back at you.

Verse 3 (Talk-sung)
Fourteen likes.
Three comments.
A new follower.
Home run!
Confetti in the cortex, dopamine check-in.
Scoreboard says I'm something—
Guess I'll take the win.

Hook (Chant, shorter)
Do it for the music.
Do it for the art.
Don't start.
Can't stop.

Outro (Spoken)
I suck.
Refresh.

Interpretation

Self-sabotage as performance critique. The speaker oscillates between raw self-rejection and cynical awareness of attention economics. "Sucking" is less incompetence than exhaustion under visibility pressure: Instafame compresses identity into metrics. Authenticity is claimed, then immediately undercut by incentives—likes, comments, followers. Art-versus-algorithm tension drives the piece. Humor masks anxiety; bravado collapses into scorekeeping. Emotional vector: confession → irony → manic validation. The ending exposes the trap: winning feels empty but still counts.