2019-04-12
Money
Anxiety loop named out loud—money as nervous system regulator, self-talk spirals, and finding grounding through persistence.
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Money
Anxiety loop named out loud—money as nervous system regulator, self-talk spirals, and finding grounding through persistence.
33 tracks
Original Recording on Instagram
Lyrics
[Verse 1] Feelin' stressed about money, scared to lose it Seems I choose it, like bruises, self-abuses Put my soul in a noose, it's got me Stop me, drop me in the forest, take away my coffee It's made me sloppy, non-stoppy with self-talky I gotta take a walk, see But I'm leaking energy, how I be… [Pre-Chorus] Come this way all day I stay with no play And go gray, but I say I'm okay [Chorus] Money, money, money, hey Money, money, hey New day, new dollar Holler for the white collar, payday [Verse 2] I'm screaming mayday, save me, save me In my grave say Drowning, frowning over clowning It's truly astounding [Pre-Chorus] When turning that around Is sounding oh so grounding [Chorus] Money, money, money, hey Money, money, hey New day, new dollar Holler for the white collar, payday [Bridge] I'm lost and found and lost and found and… so on The show will go on I keep my flow on [Outro] And so and so on, yo And so and so on
Interpretation
Anxiety loop named out loud. Money is not just currency here; it's a nervous system regulator that's failing—self-talk spirals, energy leaks, identity grays out. The chant ("money, money") mimics cultural hypnosis, while the mayday/grave imagery marks how existential the stress feels. The turn arrives with grounding: walking, breath, rhythm, continuity. Resolution is not relief but persistence—losing and finding oneself repeatedly while keeping the flow. Emotional vector: pressure → rumination → panic → grounding → endurance.