2019-07-20
Biography
A life in verses—birth, growth, travel, fatherhood, loss, and the ongoing search for meaning.
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Biography
A life in verses—birth, growth, travel, fatherhood, loss, and the ongoing search for meaning.
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Lyrics
Movement I — Becoming Born plump of earth and water Feed me mother, save me father Feelings first, before the symbols Joy and hunger intermingled I run and shout and scrape my knees Make up gods and enemies Play beneath the covers late Learn what love will tolerate Patterns pour from upstream lives Culture shapes the way I try I stretch until the stitching strains Dreams arrive with hidden chains Refrain (first appearance) Everything begins Everything will end Movement II — Overreach & Fracture I make my way on borrowed nerve Confidence I never earned Test the weight of all I'm worth On women, wins, and trouble first I travel far to taste the world Mind expands, heart overfilled Cross a line I couldn't see Bring a future home with me Grow up fast, show up scared Start pretending I'm prepared Build a life from grit and show Then watch the center split and go Loss arrives in quiet waves Brothers age, some don't get saved I'm eight verses deep in time Still convinced there's more to find Refrain (second appearance) Everything begins Everything will end Movement III — Stewardship My babies stand as grown-up men My father role dissolves again What once defined me loosens grip Another ending showing up New babies crying without sound A house, a ledger, solid ground A business breathing through my chest A team that needs my clearest yes A kitten learning where to land My body breaking as I stand I pull away from teacher, friend To give myself where I am spent The strain is love I couldn't fake The cost is real, the choice I make Art appears where pressure stayed Doors open once the work is paid Refrain (third appearance, altered) Everything begins Everything must end Movement IV — Return Investment made in skill and bone Final miles I walk alone Not away, but inward now A different territory found No separation left to mend No self to save, no role to defend Awareness as the place I rest A quieter and deeper yes Reverence for those who showed the way Gratitude without delay I serve the ones who stand in reach The human lesson still to teach Final Refrain (last appearance, settled) Everything begins Everything ends Outro (spoken or barely sung) And still… We live.
Interpretation
A four-movement arc of a life. Movement I traces becoming—birth, childhood play, cultural inheritance, and the first stirrings of constraint within dreams. Movement II charts overreach and fracture—borrowed confidence, travel, consequence, loss of brothers, and the stubborn sense that something remains unfound. Movement III turns toward stewardship—grown sons, new babies, business, the body breaking, art emerging from sustained pressure. Movement IV arrives at return—inward territory, no separation left to mend, gratitude, and service as the quieter yes. The refrain evolves across movements: from observation ("Everything begins / Everything will end") to acceptance ("Everything must end") to settled presence ("Everything begins / Everything ends"). The outro lands simply: "And still… we live." Emotional arc: emergence → experimentation → rupture → responsibility → release → return.